Monday, January 31, 2011















Rivers of my love run deep,
Into the valleys of your heart,


Neither height, nor depth,
Nor mountains too wide,


Could show you,
The depths of my Love,


Way beyond the seas,
Throughout all eternity,


Could never show you,
The depths of my love,


Into the sun,
Far beyond the sky,


A thousand tears,
That I have cried,


Could never show you,
The depths of my love,


Forgiveness beyond measure,
Memories to treasure,


Love written as a lullaby,
Enchanted dreams of you and I,


Could never show you,
The depths of my love,


Miles and time,
Song and rhyme,


Money or gain,
life or pain,


Could never show you,
The depths of my love,


Loving me, embracing me,
Eternally,
Will show you the depths of my love.

Sunday, January 30, 2011

change : the law of life



Everything is about to change..

We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday..
A chapter ending, but the stories only just begun,
A page is turning for everyone..
So I'm moving on,
Letting go,
Holding onto tomorrow..
I've always got the memories,
While I'm finding out who I'm supposed to be..
We might be apart but I hope you always know,
you'll be with me where ever I go.

Friday, January 28, 2011

LOVE TO SEE ME CRY


I Am,
I am wondering and fighting..
I wonder if it'll go away..
I hear their voices telling me to keep trying..
I see the reasons to hold on, just out of reach..
I want to outsmart this,
I am wondering and fighting..
I pretend that it's not there..
Your hates above me!!
I feel the blades slice my wrists..
I touch the numb scars of once deep wounds..
I worry that they'll all find out..
I cry over things that have no meaning..!
I am wondering and fighting..
I understand that I need help..
I say all I need is time..
But you just pushed me away!!
I'm not a garbage..!
I dream of a day when I am back to normal..
I try not to stop fighting and give up..
I hope they understand..
But, No one understand,
The problems that I had this time..
They think its my illusions..
That I see you in everyone..
The ghost of you, tortured me..
Forced me to swallowed my own tears,
And proudly you laugh all over me!
But you forgot, One thing you had forgot..
See me.. I'm just a girl..
Who needs your love..
Ya, your love long time ago..
That time you hurt me..
I beg you not to leave..
But still, you left me without mercy..
Yes it's true.. You love it..
You love to see me cry..!!



Thursday, January 20, 2011

The unreal but the truth


You are the one who beats my heart and helps blood to flow in my vein,
Why do i always give you a smile and give me the pain,
You are the one who makes me cry all the time,
Just tell me baby what was my crime,
Color of my love for you is same as the color of my blood,
I gave you the beautiful life like a flower you gave me the life like dry mud,
Now,when i m crying and depressed,
Loves the things like poison and knife,
I should kill myself because i know i cant get you in this life,
Just praying to god to be more kind,
For helping me to forget you and to empty my mind.