Choose to love but not to be loved

GOD HAS A GOOD ANSWER !!
I choose to love you in silence,

For in my silence I find no rejection..

I choose to love you in my loneliness,

For in my loneliness no one owns you but me..

I choose to adore you from a distance,

For a distance shields us both from pain..

I chose to imprison you in my thoughts,

For in my thoughts freedom is for me to decide..

I choose to hold you only in my dreams..

For in my dreams there is no end..

I cant take this anymore..

I poured to much Its time to let me in tears..

I had so much going through my brain..

I just couldnt stop thinking..

Everyone thought i was faking, coz they dont understand..

I thought i was daydreaming my self..

But, m the only one who knows how i felt..

I couldnt stop crying..

So hard for this..

Cause they thought i was lying..

I wish I could tell them, What exactly how I'm feelin..

My head told me to stop..

But my heart tells me to keep going..

If only someone could understand me,

Cause my own heart is killing me..

"MY ABSENCE MAY NOT MAKE ANY DIFFERNCE TO YOU

BUT I KNOW I LOVED YOU TRUE AND WON'T GIVE THE SAME MOMENTS TO ANY ONE NOW"

THOUGH YOU SOAR LIKE THE EAGLE AND MAKE YOUR NEST AMONG THE STARS, FROM THERE I WILL BRING YOU DOWN.

THIS IS ALMOST DONE. LIKE A SCATTERED SHEEP, WITH NO SHEPHERD.