Realise being Null

Yes it's the point, 

Once you open your chat window, at nyt 1am, and could see the dp of ur ex lover, whom you could not earn & the chat bg pic of ur present better half. 

Realise, tat u have not earned anyone ryt that moment.

A boy sits in his room.. With unseen tears running down his face.. Not about to end anytime soon.. He sits in his bed, and reaches under his pillow.. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled.. Page by page, he rips them out, the memories of her, good or bad.. The only person he ever loved was this girl.. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just shattered his heart into pieces..

Not too far away from the boys home, sits a girl.. All alone.. With music blaring and tears not heard.. Her head is down, actions speak louder then words.. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up, so misplaced.. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they will never end.. She understands that things will never be the same.. She takes out her notebook and a pen.. Starting to write of anything that comes to mind.. She tries not to think about the boy.. Because the only pain worse than having your heart broken, is breaking your own..

So, whatever the reasons are.. Dont ever sacrafice your loved one.. Coz when you think there is no way out of all the problems that comes between.. That time, the heart has stop to beat.

Alfy.

Choose to love but not to be loved

GOD HAS A GOOD ANSWER !!
I choose to love you in silence,

For in my silence I find no rejection..

I choose to love you in my loneliness,

For in my loneliness no one owns you but me..

I choose to adore you from a distance,

For a distance shields us both from pain..

I chose to imprison you in my thoughts,

For in my thoughts freedom is for me to decide..

I choose to hold you only in my dreams..

For in my dreams there is no end..

I cant take this anymore..

I poured to much Its time to let me in tears..

I had so much going through my brain..

I just couldnt stop thinking..

Everyone thought i was faking, coz they dont understand..

I thought i was daydreaming my self..

But, m the only one who knows how i felt..

I couldnt stop crying..

So hard for this..

Cause they thought i was lying..

I wish I could tell them, What exactly how I'm feelin..

My head told me to stop..

But my heart tells me to keep going..

If only someone could understand me,

Cause my own heart is killing me..

"MY ABSENCE MAY NOT MAKE ANY DIFFERNCE TO YOU

BUT I KNOW I LOVED YOU TRUE AND WON'T GIVE THE SAME MOMENTS TO ANY ONE NOW"

THOUGH YOU SOAR LIKE THE EAGLE AND MAKE YOUR NEST AMONG THE STARS, FROM THERE I WILL BRING YOU DOWN.

THIS IS ALMOST DONE. LIKE A SCATTERED SHEEP, WITH NO SHEPHERD.

         

After a while, you'll learn the difference..

Between holding a hands.. and falling in love..

You begin to learn that kisses, isnt always mean something..

Promises can be broken.. People fade away..

Just as quickly as they are made.. since u recognize them..

And goodbyes really means, forever..

No matter how hard u hold them to stay,

If they dont feel like stay, they will.. keep walk away..

hate it